Beaten up

Already feeling crappy, I called my babe to make me feel better. Once he did, my dad comes in opening the door. Asking why I was still on the phone? Come on now it was only 8pm! He then takes my phone away and I'm begging for it back. Not letting him get away with my phone this time. But he refuses to give it back and pushes me away. I go in my room slamming the door and jumped in bed. He then comes in yelling, why I slammed the door. But I refused to talk, he then slaps me everywhere and walks away. Once again, I slammed the door and jumped in bed. He comes again yelling, why I did it again. But I refused to talk again, he punches me everywhere, while I'm screaming my lungs out. He then yells about Why I yell back at mom? Only because she yells at me...And Why I don't come down to eat? Only because I already ate earlier...And Why my baby comes to the house from morning til night? Only because I never see him for a month or 3 weeks...And Why I talk to my babe all the time? Only because he's the only one keeping me in one piece...He says I hang out with too many guys. Only because girls cause too much drama and I don't want to deal with that. Breathing heavily under my blanket, I refuse to talk back to any of those questions. Why? Cause he always comes up with a BULLSHIT REASON OR USES SOMETHING FROM THE PAST THAT I WOULDN'T DO ANYMORE!! So I yelled out that I would run away. He then sounded as if he was sad, but kept on asking me what I said. I wouldn't speak to him, I just wanted to suffocate under my blanket. Funny part was when my brother goes downstairs and a few minutes later my dad asks my mom who went downstairs and he goes and checks who it was, HA! What if I did run away, I'd love to see his reaction! He is just TOO OVER PROTECTIVE!! IM NOT A LITTLE CHILD ANYMORE! He never knows my side of the story...I'm tired of it and I'm tired that my brother can do everything he wants and I can't? -FML

beach bitches

Another long ass drive heading to...the Tillamook Cheese Factory? First thing I saw was a lot of ice cream flavors with a long line! Wouldn't you expect to first see cheese?.. In a CHEESE FACTORY? But I got to admit, the ice cream was delicious and cheap =]] Then we went in the self served cheese factory and got myself some CHEESE! We then arrived to our oceanfront hotel, settled in, and went straight to the beach. Made sand castles, a picnic with subway, and the adults caught clams HA! Later at night we all my cousins went back to the beach for a bonfire. Some of us were scared, by the fact that we don't want to get in trouble. Since we always do in Oregon, when ever my brother, JJ is with us. Then his dumb ass, threw a full can of paint that he found. And of course those things a flammable, in which we all almost got roasted! I was lucky cause I was so close to the fire, but my brother got paint all over him, HA. That's what he deserves.

Third Day in Oregon

In the morning, it took awhile for everyone to take a shower. Imagine 8 families with two or more children fighting for the bathrooms, HA it's hectic! After a long ass drive, we came upon an outside church. Which was amazing! I wish we had one in Fremont though =[[. After the church they had this tour thing upstairs that we went to. I guess it's pretty interesting. After that, we went to Washington Square Mall that everyone has been waiting to go to. [[it's not in Washington]] I just got some black pants from forever 21 for work, and some t-shirts.

OREGON!

It was exciting to see everyone in Oregon again. 8 families that all drove to Oregon? fun fun fun. First stop today was at an outlet. ALL my cousins didn't really like the outlet so we just chilled and ate. Surprisingly, it was hotter than Fremont! I was sweating my butt off. We then went to Multnomah Falls. To me it's like Mission Peak. But Multnomah Falls is easier to get up to the top. Plus there's a really cold river you can go in to cool yourself off. It's my second time up here and the outlet, but it's still nice to see. After all the heat outside, we came to relax in my aunt's house and celebrate my cousin, Justine's birthday.