falling in love

Falling in love is a bit like falling asleep. The harder you try to drift into sleep, the more impossible the notion seems. But when you let go—pushing all thoughts of what you attend to accomplish with your face in the pillow and your limbs resting at your side—only then does sleep seem to come. You know when it is beginning to wrap itself around you; the feeling is unmistakeable and quite beautiful. Still, if you become too aware of the feeling it disappears completely and you are back where you started. The trick is to be aware of it just enough to enjoy it, and still let it take over without trying to interfere or speed it up.

It is much the same with falling in love. When we try to force it or make it happen on our own terms, it never goes the way we’d like it to. When thoughts of love are all that fill our mind, the actual thing has a way of avoiding us like the plague. But when our hearts are falling into that strange sensation which no one quite understands, we will know it. We will be able to tell. The trick is to enjoy it, but still keep a good distance. Let it happen as it will unfold, and not how you would prefer it to unfold. Love doesn’t seem to like it much when we step in to its affairs.

no girl

No girl should be treated like shit & pushed to the curb without a reason. No one’s perfect, girls get mad, they get sad, & if they’re jealous, that just shows you how much she wants you. All the good girls are the ones that get taken advantage of. When in reality, they should be treated like a queen, but instead they settle for less, for one simple guy that hurts her everyday & yet she never loved him less.

I take everything & everyone with a grain of salt. I'm pensive, & constantly assessing situations, but for the most part, I over think too much or don't even think at all. I have morals & self respect unlike some people these days. My position in life-who I am, where I come from, who my friends are, & who I'm seen with-are all important to me.